Hati Itu

Hati itu sudah lama tiada
Hati itu sudah lama kosong
Hati itu sudah lama pergi
Hati itu sudah lama mati

Maafkan empunya hati
Andai suatu hari nanti
Ia berhenti beraksi

Maafkan empunya hati
Andai suatu hari nanti
Ia tidak berupaya kembali

Maafkan empunya hati
Andai hati itu adalah hati ini



- bye :D

Goodbye Lullaby

I do not know how we started
but will definitely remember how we ended


- Oct 25, 2011 // 3:ooam

there are so many million times

there are so many million times
when i just have to hide behind
acting like everything is alright
and the truth is not so bright

there are so many million times
when my heart is crying inside
wishing that everything is alright
but things aint gonna be your side


there are just so many million times
that i keep on letting my heart; broke apart.

worth waiting.

things that are worth waiting for are those that can bring you smile.





with a little heartache, of course ;)

luahan rasa.nukilan jiwa

yes, it was mine. but i gave it up to someone else. a stranger. and yes, i know about this long time ago.


so dont come up to me and tell me this and that. to fight over my rights. and what so ever. i've decided to let it be.



hello january,
not a good start, ey? final sem is super duper busy. like super duper gila babs macam harams punya busy.



bye.

happy birthday to you;p

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to cik nyssa,
happy birthday to youuu!!!!

*tiup-tiup lilin ni hah! hahaha

happy birthday cik nyssa. May Allah bestow on you and your family His blessings and wish you all the best in many years to come and semoga cepat-cepat jadi dentist =)


____________________________________________________

this was taken on my sister's engagement day (nov 13, 2010) and why oh why laa this particular gambar?

sebab terasa kurus.hahhaha. ke nak gambar gedik?

okay.okay. here's the gedik pic of mine. candid okay. tak sengaja nak gelak besar. and terkeluar laa gigi degil ku. that's why i need cik nyssa to cepat-cepat habis belaja. tapi by that time, i dah tak kisah pun pasal gigi ni.hahhaha. even now pun tak heran. walaupun laa orang banyak kata macam-macam pasal gigi degil tu, tapi bila kakakku kata okay, so it should be okay laa kan? buat apa nak heran orang cakap kan? heheh ;p



goodnight, loves! =)

hai. hello

hello december, i love you.

hahha.tak pasal. okay. im done with my industrial training on 30th nov. and been busy with bibik-ing around. i cant wait for next year. i just cant wait for next semester. it will be my last, insyaAllah.

one of friends from diploma days has just got engaged. congratulations intan. it was on 20th NOV though -_-" . ku tau ku memang lambat. hehe.


oh.oh.oh.this email came in yesterday :
"Friendster Reminder - anyssa blurbs's Birthday is Coming Up..."


=))))))))


happy birthday, i terus on fs right after that. tp tak jumpa when is the exact date. takpe2, i percaya i still have time to cari your birthdate and nnti you dapat la random birthday wish dari i =))

berdosa

sesungguhnya aku manusia yang berdosa. kita selalu lupa. kita suka take things for granted. what if, one day, they are gone. baru tau langit tu tinggi ke rendah. sungguh aku sangat berdosa.

aku tidak sempurna. memang ada secara tidak sengajanya perlakuan ini muncul. walau di hati, mereka memaafkan, tapi tu side mereka. kita tetap harus mencuba untuk tidak berbuat demikian.



"Jangan sesekali membuatkan bapa menitiskan air mata. Diriwayatkan dari Ibnu Umar r.a, dia berkata, bersabda Rasulullah bermaksud: “Tangis kedua orang tua termasuk penderhakaan.” (Hadis riwayat Bukhari)"

sending failed

oh.i.hate.that!!


it's either you're running out of credit or the person you're trying to reach is currently not available (off phone, out of service, etc).

i seriously hate that.


*oh wait, that person has another number. i shall text the message to the number, then. oh crap! i forgot the number :(*

sumpah bangang! aku nak cepat sial. ada 2 phones kalau nak off bagai, campak je kat laut. (on a positive side, mungkin batt kong) haih~

Itulah Sayang

tanya sama hati, pernahkah merindu, ingat masa lena apa mimpimu, masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang, bila difahamkan, itulah sayang =)




Itulah Sayang #tributepramlee

making this like tumblr

and still. my tumblr will remain a secret. for now =)




"Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all day." -- Quoted in P.S. I Love You

DamnItsTrue

Protect her, fight for her, kiss her, love her, or laugh with her. But don't make her fall, if you don't plan to catch her! #DamnItsTrue

RT-ed

RT-ed from twitter @fararasep :


@PMOMalaysia Msia PM Press Office
by @fararasep
Import duty and sales tax exemption on broadband equipment are also extended for two years until 2012. #budget2011


good news ey? tapi 2 smartphones for a student is a bit too much kan?

kebal

perisai itu tersangat kebal
tidak ada satu perkara mampu menembusnya
melainkan bila kuasa alam terlibat sama
aku ciptakan sendiri untuk aku kuat
atas alasan,
tidak bisa apa datang menusuk

aku gila kan kekebalan itu!
mendongak langit aku kerana nya.

ibarat cerita "Santa Clause"
Ice tidak mampu ditandingi
tapi ditangani dengan kasih sayang
lantas, cair
.
.
.
.
kini,
perisai itu kian tipis

tidak,
bukan dari kuasa sihir

tidak,
bukan dari hentaman padu bertalu-talu

tidak,
bukan dari kedatangan kuasa luar



tetapi,
dari pencipta perisai itu sendiri.

dear new friend

i just have to post this.

to you, new friend, i know my friend is not the best of friend you've ever had. either my friend just messed things up or you're just overreacted. just move on la. it's for the better kot.

take some time

dear friends,

im gonna take some time and view all of my fb's older posts and copy all of my status updates that i think and feel could be useful enough for you, readers and paste them here. kena cari masa yang betul-betul free. obviously bukan dari tahun 2007. jenuh kot.



question is : when will i ever have that free time of mine? =)

it's for me to know. you tak payah laa find out. penat je tunggu. dah post nanti baca laa, tak post, gi baca kat tempat lain ;))

till then,
fara

a piece of shit and advice

this explains my feeling right now. you can imagine it the way you want. it's either i feel like killing myself or kill others. this shite is giving me headache.


on the other story:
if, one day, you feel like being cheated on, being fooled on, or whatever feelings that resulted to heartache, my advice to you;

time is the best healer. you'll get the pain but it keeps you stronger.

and of course, you need friends to support you. or not. it's up to you. in my case, i dont really tell my friends. when it comes to its peak point baru i let it out.

but seriously, time helps. it kills your heart out, BUT, you'll get better and stronger. so at least, you'll be stronger and know how to control yourself for the second time (not hoping for it though, tapi manusia suka second chances =))


edited: oh wait!!! i started to realize that time is the best healer after i listened to this one song. i mean, really listen to it. selama ni tak heran. it's Better In Time by Leona Lewis. tak semestinya broken-hearted punya story, like i said earlier, anything that relates to heart-ache.

till then;
=)



title : a piece of shit and advice. advice laaa sangat.haha

ikut hati mati.ikut rasa binasa

hati kita pada haikatnya
Mahu lebih dari yang sepatutnya
Hati kita pada hakikatnya
Benar-benar salah daripada mulanya
Hati kita pada hakikatnya
Akan cuba menegakkan keadilan tipunya

Percaya pada diri
Kepada yang asal kita kembali
Jawapannya ada, cuma harus mencari
InsyaAllah kembali ketenangan diri.

I am truly blessed that i'vd found my answer.

Moral:jangan terlalu mengharap dan meminta lebih pada yang bukan hakiki. Kita mungkin sudah terbiasa dgn kewujudannya tapi tidak semestinya kita memilikinya. Jangan terlalu ikutkan hati dan perasaan. Selfish namanya tu. Ikut hati, mati. Ikut rasa, binasa. Tapi jangan pula hidup dalam denial.

i am.okay

i am now okay. not in the state of confusion anymore. we talked about it. and im truly blessed that he is still a good friend of mine. sorry buddy,ur not in the same level as azri and izzy where i can forgive you at any time. and i am glad that the feelings i mentioned earlier have nothing to do with love,third party, or any other that are related to serious relationship or shall i say commitment.

what kind of confusion that im talking about??will let you know in the next post. or maybe not ;)

ready utk beraya kita. lets lets!

damn it!

confused!!!!

These feelings are killing me. Trapped in my on promise. I said it's okay, but deep down, turned out to be not okay. I said he's wrong for what he did. Im on her side. Tapi, when he's with her, aku nak ada perasaan pelik. Apahal wei?? Apa aku nak sebenarnya?? I just have to learn not to rely on this particular person la kot. Im not going to hate but learn to live without having this normality, instead la kot. Thats the best thing to do as for right now. Bye.

raya oh yeah - yuna

Yuna - Raya Oh Yeah from Luey Motion Lab on Vimeo.

RT-ed from my twitter:
@yunamusic @azamfuat myo and hanafi sangat cute dalam part "hati seperti bunga api" hehehe. repeating it over and over again.haha

cute sangat!!! and i lovvveee cik jetfuel aka yuna's kurung =)

pending instruction

as you guys know, i am more comfortable with guy friends as compared to girls. and my circle of friends is not big. im not being snob, but only these ppl that i trust the most. but still, im always open to new ones but not new close friends. i dont want to waste my time. takes time tau nak buat kawan ni.

one of my fav boys is currently on his holiday and another one is always here but i've been very very extremely busy. so didnt really have much time for them. it will always be like "im free-youre not-youre free-im not". but thx to those things called fb,ym and mobile phones.

finally, we've had our iftar together at samsaraa restaurant, on the very last week of puasa T_T and still tak complete. to lya amilia, we shall meet up time raya nnti yer.

to azri, izzy, lya, ned, fad, wanie - thank you for being there when im in need =))

"true friendship is not being inseperable, it's being separated but nothing changes"

- love you ppl with all my heart and soul!!~

just a random thought.

akan lebih indah sesuatu jalan cerita itu jika ia mampu memberi kepastian.

contohnya, mencintai Allah
melakukan suruhan
meninggalkan larangan
pasti ada habuan.

contohnya, mencintai suami
jalan pintas bagi kita, sang wanita
untuk kembali ke tempatNya
keindahan syurga.

kita hanya perlu menjaga sebaiknya
memelihara sebaiknya
memberi nyawa sebaiknya
bersabar setinggi-tingginya.

maka,
jangan ditanya mengapa aku masih menunggu,
aku percaya jodoh telah lama ada menunggu
aku hanya menunggu waktu

bila sampai seru
aku laku

tidak perlu aku buang masa
dengan perkara yang sementara cuma
bercinta sini sana
yang tak tentu membawa kemana.



*just a random thought. im not trying to be an ustazah here.